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Saturday, July 28, 2012

my little brother ~again~

yang paling kecil itulah adik saya.. :)


salam alaik... salam ramadhan...
bersambung kisah adik lagi.. oleh sebab ramai yang tanya mengenai mohd faiz @adik.. (maybe dia baca post aku yang emo semacam tu.. heee~~)

adik dah discharge dari HSA hari khamis hari tu.. now, he ambulating well.. da boleh makan semi-solid food @bubur.. doctor kata suruh dia makan bubur dulu dalam seminggu nie.. before amek solid food.. poor my brother dia tak dapat la puasa tahun nie, sebab nak kena makan ubat and nak elak dia dari dapat hypoglycemia, dehydrated semua laa.. sebab dia dah lama dah malnutrition kan.. doctor nak dia nak berat badan dalam sebulan nie (before next TCA, dia kena naik bape kg ntah, aku pown tak sure).. mak tak sudah2 kata, nanti bila adik dah sihat kena ganti puasa.. nanti mak teman bila dia nak puasa.. hehe

condition adik sekarang mak kata ok la. dia dah tak de muntah after makan.. and dia dah tak de disphagia or early satiety.. so, kena tengok dulu dalam masa sebulan before TCA dengan surgeon after raya nie, kalau xde perubahan or his condition recur.. dia kena transfer HKL or Hosp Sungai Buloh. So, sekarang tak confirm lagi la dia dah sihat sepenuhnya after surgery or not. So, readers sama2 lah kita doakan adik sihat macam dulu, moga pyloric stenosis lah punca dia sakit selama nie..amiinn.. (tak pe lah tak tahu sebab pyloric stenosis tu jadi kat adik pown tak pe, asal adik sihat semula).

tadi call ayah, ayah kata adik batuk. so, when we cough, it will increase itraabdominal pressure, thus it the surgical site stretch and causing pain.. nak kena advise adik untuk minum banyak air, elakkan dia batuk. . ayah kata, luka tu tak ade discharge, swelling or any sign of infection (ohh, i'm relieve). 

buat masa nie, abang2 dia tak boleh la naik main wrestling la.. kan terkena adik dia.. mengamuk semua kat dalam rumah.. haha

hope everything gonna be fine. adik, ayah and semua sihat-sihat jer.. thanx untuk semua yang doakan family eqa.. Ramadhan kareem, moga dengan barakah ramadhan, semua dapat matfaatnya.. aminnn..

HSA=hospital sultanah aminah
TCA= to come again (appointment)

Sunday, July 22, 2012

a strong little brother..

salam alaik.. happy Ramadhan readers..

this Ramadhan will be a most memorable Ramadhan for our family.. my father newly diagnosed with hyperthyroidism.. i was in semester break last 3 weeks. staying all day in the house facing my parent, i did not noticed any changes that my father had. i didn't noticed he had swelling in his neck, he did not complained any symptoms of hyperthyroidism ie excessive sweating, heat intolerance, weight loss despite eating alot.. he didn't complained anything. he was happily send me to Selayang campus as he can visit his 'adik' cik Ady.. until suddenly he call me on 14/7 at 7.00pm (witch he never done before calling me nearly Maghrib) and said he was in hospital check up his condition because he was collapse in the noon, and GP said he probably had hyperthyroid. I couldn't ask much as it was Maghrib and he said he was well and nothing much to be worried. After Maghrib prayer i call him again, and he give me another news, my adik had persistent vomiting since 5.30pm and currently at 'bilik rawatan', he said maybe because of food poisoning becaused he ate nasi lemak last night. and at 11.00pm i sms my father again saying adik did not stop vomiting, and was planned to be transferred to Hospital Sultanah Aminah.. and the story begin...

Adik is a 15+ year old male which he had history of dysphagia and early fullness since 3 years ago, he had done all the test and was told (to my mother) he having a narrowing of his GI tract. he was then referred to HKL for futher management but adik default appointment after 1 test had done (don't really know what sort of investigation, but he said it was painfull, and he didn't want to do it anymore). he had history of hospital admission  due to vomiting and abdominal pain and he was treated as AGE patient.

On this admission, OGDS was done and confirm that he had pyloric stenosis. CT abdo was done and the was suspected cyst seen in his stomach. he was told with the doctor, if operation done, InsyAllah everything gonna be fine. pyloric stenosis won't be recur. Doctor told him, his surgery will be done on last Thursday, however because of some hospital problem it was been delayed until last night.

Adik was really bored waiting for his surgery. he had nothing to be done, he can't eat. can't walk because he had CBD and NG tube. he was lying on the bad for whole week. he was to strong for not complaining anything. On Saturday night a nurse came and bring white cloth. I told to the nurse "adik dah nak pergi OT ke?", and the nurse said yes. Adik give big smile as he had waiting so long for this surgery and he believed he  will be healthy as before after the surgery. (how naive my brother, he said "penat adik tunggu"). in front of the OT room he said to me, "seram laa". and i told him, everything gonna be fine, "adik kena banyak selawat, adik kan kuat".. (how can't it be 'seram' he is too young for having this surgery pyloroplasty with KIV jejunistomy).. he was not told how the surgery will be done, what is the risk, what is jejunostomy. he didn't know anything what will be the surgeon do to him. as he only know, he will getting better after the surgery. (can't the surgeon told him a little bit about the surgery??).. he was crying before we went outside of the OT room. ( can't imagine how scared he was)

Surgery was done in 2 hours. he was brought back to his room. he was really in pain.. he keep saying "sakit.. sakit.." ( Ya Allah kurangkanlah sakit adikku ini).. he keep pressing for Morphine until his SpO2 drop to 82% and his pulse rate was 128bpm. we don't know how he feel but keep telling him "adik, kalau sakit sangat baru tekan tau". A time goes on he can sleep for a while but wake up when the pain hurt him. he was suffering all night. (he was too young for this pain.. huhu T.T)

and on morning round, the surgeon told my parent and my adik. he could NOT find the cause of the pyloric stenosis, as his stomach and deodenum are in healthy condition. he did not find any cyst that was reported in CT. surgeon also told that he was not confirm, adik real problem is pyloric stenosis or other problem. however he was done the pyloroplasty as the pylorus is slightly narrowed. (he told us, this was his 1st case came to him like this) and he tell us to pray hard that nothing happen after the surgery, and adik will be fine after the surgery. if his condition did not change he will be transferred to HKL for other management.. and adik really scared of HKL..

poor my brother, as he had suffered all this waiting, hungry, can't walk, can't go to school, painfull operation. he's condition can't be confirm yet... i hope he will be strong ..

adik.. Allah sayang adik, sebab tu Allah uji adik dengan ujian yang besar macam nie, orang-orang yang istimewa je Allah bagi ujian besar macam nie.. Adik mesti kuat sebab Allah tau adik orang kuat yang boleh tahan ujian Allah nie..

"Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya.." Albaqarah ayat 186

please pray hard for adik healthy. I hope after this surgery, he will be healthy again.. i miss to call him gemok macam amsa dia sekolah rendah dulu...

adik will be fine kan kawan-kawan :(

i know i'm writting in a grammar hancus order.. sorry..

Monday, July 16, 2012

this is hard

when u were at hospital with patients and friends
but u have important patients at home waiting for u.
i'm in dilemma, will my family get my treatment..
or they need to see other dr. because i'm a way far  from home..

this is hard when your little brother is currently warded at HSA
but u can't see him.. huhu

-duduk kat emergency department, aku sangat berharap ade ambulance mahu ke HSA.. aku mahu tumpang-

mood: senyum dalam paksa :/

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Kampung halaman and 1 Malaysia


Here I am. In my kampung…(sebenarnya kau tulis masa kat kampung, dah balik bandar baru boleh update blog.. hehe)

Dulu ramai orang gelak bile sebut, nama kampung apa? Kampung aku nama kg parit madirono.. (then, aku rasa korang pown akan ade yang berkerut dahi.. ape laa nama kampung, jawa habisan,..) tapi aku bangga kowt, MADIRONO tu moyang aku, atuk ayah aku.. so, ayah aku pown agak rapat la dengan Arwah moyang aku tu,, hebat tak moyang aku, siap ada kampung lagi.. ayah kata, dia memang asal dari jawa, and datang tanah melayu untuk teroka hutan2 yang belum diteroka and jadilah kampung.. so, dipendekkan cerita, 1 kampung nie semua ada bau2 bacang-longan-kuini ngan keluarga kitorang… hehe (ayah aku kata, moyang aku datang sini berenang.. tipu tak??)

aku berjaya buat puding gula hangus.. hehe

So, tadi bangun2 tido aku baru relies that aku memang duduk kat kampung beneran.. haha.. pagi2 bangun subuh, ayam berkokok + burung berkicau yang kejut aku.. mana tak nya ayam sekor tu berkokok betul2 kat tepi tingkap bilik, lagi kuat dengan bunyi alarm.. haha.. ayam nie bagus betul dah memang macam alarm laa start pukul 6 pastu snooze setiap seminit sampai pukul 7 (aku pown tak tau ayam mana ntah datang rumah nie, bukan rumah aku ade bela ayam pown.. ayam hutan kowt) then pukul8 pown masih berkabus.. wahhh.. sejuk jerr kan. Padan la adik aku boleh tido sampai pukul11  pagi.. ish3..

Pastu aku ade terpikir, time sekolah kecik2 dulu cikgu ajar lukis kampung, ade bukit, sawah padi, rumah kayu siap ngan tangga, pokok kelapa, ade laut.. hahaha.. aku rasa 1 malaysia budak2 lukis macam tu kan, or korang tak? (barulah 1 Malaysia kan) tapi kalu orang Holland mesti dyorang lukis kincir angin, kalau orang newzealand mesti lukis kadang lembu kannn.. (macam mana nak lukis lembu?? Hihi) maybe tu je la yang paling senang nak lukis time umur kecik macam tu.. padahal kat pontian nie mana ada sawah padi, bukit.. masa tu sawah padi pown tak pernah Nampak real depan mata, budjet je lukis kan.. abes tu tak kan nak lukis lading nanas dengan kelapa sawit? (sampai sekarang aku pown tak pandai lukis kalau macam tu..) hahaha..
hahaha.. ade tak korang lukis macam nie masa zaman2 tadika dulu??

Comeeelll…

p/s: sudah masuk year 4.. aku harus menjadi lebih matang, matang akal fikiran dan juga behaviour..
 "we have to change the world"- from Mr Dean :) 
mari doakan sama2 agar saya berjaya mengharungi hari-hari yang mendatang dengan rahmat dan perlindungan dariNya... aminn..

tq for reading~

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